Reoccuring Dreams

I dreamed again of being back in school
of having skipped classes
of being late
of having no idea what my class schedule was
and of disappointing my parents

I have had this dream dozens of times since high school
and also dropping out of college

I have also had these themes of dreams analyzed

These dreams are troubling
and I cant seem to rid my inner self of them
despite the reassurances I give myself in real life

I do take my dreams too personally

Once and I believe once
I had this theme dream
that offered what I thought was closure
only to have this theme of dream return
with the same basic facets

The back of the mind
tries to speak to the front of the mind
and nary the two get along
ignoring the comfort of mattress
fleece sheets
pillow and blanket
and dozing off in front of ones computer monitor
in comfy chair